Is the most annoying disorder i have and the fact that I’ve only developed it in the last month and I already have huge gaps in my eye lashes, cool.
#11 I Confess...
I truly feel grateful and special that people ACTUALLY missed me when I was gone, thank you for showing me I do matter in your lives. <3
Blue Blanket by Andrea Gibson.
READ THIS, IT’S MY NEW FUCKING FAVORITE. AT LEAST READ THE BOLD PARTS, THEY ARE MY FAVORITE.<3 Still there are days when ther is no way, not even a chance, that I’d dare for even a second Glance at the reflection of my body in the mirror and she knows why. Like I know why she only cries when she feels like she’s about to lose control. She knows how much control is...
I Have to Go Back To Reality.
In 2 days. It seems so surreal, I just wish I could stay. But I know I can’t, not right now anyways. I still have things to do in Arizona before I’m ready to move. But I guess I’m okay with going back just because the day after I have Workshop for 6 days. I can’t wait to find myself during that week. Every summer I find who I have become since last summer all because of...
I. Hate. How.
If I don’t take my pills I feel so fucking terrible and want to kill everyone. I wish the chemicals in my brain were normal so I wouldn’t have these fucking pills.
I. Can't .Decide.
What’s going on in my mind. The only thing I’m sure of that is going threw my mind is the line “I am a mountain that has been moved, I’m a river that’s all dried up” Besides that I’m clueless. All I want is a little sanity and stability. But I could never have that.
#10 I Confess…
I wish to experience everything in life, good or bad, I want to go through everything. Is that unhuman of me to want to experience all the bad things life can give? And if I grow up and be a bum with no home I’ll be content, as long as I’ve gone through life and stayed strong and have had a lot of experiences and wisdom then I will be proud of myself.
Instead of Sleeping
Instead of sleeping I lay here on my vacation asking myself what could possibly happen next because I have no idea what lies ahead of me not even what is to come in a week. I feel like I’m blind because I can’t see ahead, not even a few days from now. There are so many situations and so many different ways they can go. Instead of sleeping I also lay here worried about my family. I...
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“Is Renee anorexic?…Her body looks sickly skinny” “YES” Mission making good progress!